sittin with a cup o' joe

here is the sad, pathetic truth.  it's spring break and i'm sitting at the computer typing a blog.  normally, i am a very energetic person, but when it ends up just being me, alone, in a house, with no where to go, this sad story unravels.  its funny because i love williamsburg... i would love to just go walking around poking through shops by myself... but i have no friends here, my friends aren't here.  if only i had a car... i would be going to the beach, going to north carolina, just driving.  everything that keeps running through my mind starts off with if only... if only i was home, i'd be riding horses, if only i was at shannon's house, we'd be chillin watching her cousin's football/soccer game, if only i was at school... (i wanted to get away, but now that i'm lonely and away i've realized that that is where home is, because i've adapted to it).  woo is me.  all i have that is freedom from my sad spring break is a book.  i'm turning into one of those people that don't do anything at all.  but i want to do something!  its nice to hang out with your grandmother and shop and talk, but i miss my friends.  i wonder if they would be thinking the same thing if they were in my situation.  they are probably more creative, they'd find something to do.  okay, i think its time to figure something out. i am not going to sit at this computer and mope about my sad circumstance.  maybe i'll have something interesting to write about tomorrow...or maybe i'll be so busy i won't write at all :-)